my heart hurts as I sit here to think
I can keep my mind busy through out the day
and make myself not think about this
what has really happened
what makes me sick
what makes me feel black inside
what makes me feel dead
I feel empty
sick
I want to vomit everything up and scream and erase what happened and erase the memory of it
I dont ever want to be touched again by another human being or soul that isnt yours.
I pray for your forgiveness and I pray for your presence in my life
what happened to us
what happened to us